thank you thank you thank you.

on so many levels.

She needed this, God. She so needed it. She needed Lindsay to call her, to start to remedy their relationship and the hell that Lindsay's going through. And she asked for it especially when we prayed last night. That Lindsay would call her today.

And she did.

ahh, thank you. really. thank you for coming through even in the most unlikely of situations. thank you for eternally blessing me just by association with you both. I'm so incredibly happy.

also, thanks for josh. lead that where you want to, Lord, and help me not to get too attached. It's weird how quickly I'm falling, God, and I don't want that to hurt me. It might. Legitimately. But please have mercy on that, okay? Just bless the whole thing. I'm blessed to be a part of it.

love.

wrap me up; enfold me

I really want a polaroid. So badly. I've had this art project in my head for days. Two, actually. One of a set of polaroids of someone jumping, one of face, one of body, and one of legs. I think it'll be neat.

Also. A more long-term idea is a nude shot of two people framed against the atlanta skyline, possibly taken from a roof? Atwood, or Math/Sci? The nice thing about Atwood is that it takes a while to wind around it and find people, should I take it from here. Definately would be at night. I can see it in my head.

I'm really happy right now. This week was hell. Laur's little sister getting diagnosed with cancer, failing an orgo test, taking a bio test... it was just a lot. And I'm glad it's over with.

poem later.

"We make the world in which we live. So far we've made it a racist world. But surely such a world is not worthy of man as we dream of him and want him to be."
-Richard Wright, "White Man, Listen!"

"This is not the world. Thus have we made the world."
-The Mission

I think I'm still trying to find my way. My passions. My focuses, mostly. It's easy to have passions, but it's much harder to condense them down into what you really want to do and go from there.

I love rylee, laurie, and jenny. so much.

but I'm worried about lindsey. laur's sister. prayer?

love. love and prayer.